This is a blog of some poetry I wrote at different times. Mostly it's about my broken heart.
Wednesday, October 30, 2024
yeah well you left me didn't you
this is day ten
day ten
count 'em
onetwothree
fourfivesix
seveneightnineten
nineten ninethen ten
Monday to a Wednesday a week past
To a thursday then a friday
If he calls, it will be sunday, but he won't
I'm not waiting you know not waiting
I have written him in my heart a thousand times
and I dream of getting lost on the bus lines in the chilterns
lost lost lost
Shams, i lost him on the buses
i didn't mind anything of his non life
his non car his non job his non house
Shams, you can't make a partnership of one
solo acts don't co-create
I am not it
not it
not
ninethenten
nine then ten
oh my god why does it hurt so much
Thursday, October 24, 2024
the place you are
You've got your foot on my low back
And it's a dull ache that makes it hard to walk,
hard to stand
you're gone anyway
and i wish you'd hurt yourself
morning to night
did you think of me i asked morning to night ! i will float on those words for days nothing else is getting in
-
this is day ten day ten count 'em onetwothree fourfivesix seveneightnineten nineten ninethen ten Monday to a Wednesday a week past To a ...
-
i count time in years shams but lose count numbers are not my thing my dog is nine. he's nine you know which means i lived here for 8 y...
-
i have stared at this phone what 100 times a day for two days waiting for some message from you i'm not a texting guy you said what is ...