text me damn you
i have stared at this phone what 100 times a day for two days waiting for some message from you i'm not a texting guy you said what is not a texting guy i texted everyother guy i knew and they texted back yesterday today tomorrow but you're the one who asked you kissed me at my door and did not leave without my commitment sneaky, sly bastard, said you didn't want to risk me wanted to be on the same page as me wasn't sure what i thought of relationships (my undoing, my death, my cage, my obsession, my bad luck) what did i think of relationships (please let it be not another one) i might as well have been hit by a train at the door i might as well have asked for water in the desert i could have asked for a raincoat in a hurricane risk me? i said what i meant for a texting man nothing to read but texts of other men risk me? how you risk me now heartless bitch i've become waiting on a text i won't get don't you know what the world has done to my words