I want you back
Shams, he never came back He left me, you know, but he left me. That's all there is to know about that. He said to me I was a liability We are liabilities to each other, he said. Because he was selfish and I was too conversant I would do anything to lie beside him again Almost anything Not anything actually But i would like to he hates me, deeply, fears me. I am a monster to him. I am a monster I have never let him go and that is monstrous. He stepped over so lightly so effortlessly to a better life It seems so unfair to me, the monster I can not help the monster I am The more I try, the more monster I become